Thursday, February 18, 2010

Sometimes I go whole days listening, bored, half sleep. I won't say anything that's worth a thing to me.

I actually like to be tired. I can't really explain why. I like putting my head on the pillow and falling fast asleep. Though I prefer my tiredness to be caused by actually doing something like doing something fun with friends or for example when I went to Rock the Light (a concert) that went from 1 to about midnight for two days and was in another city (we went, came back home, went,) and I couldn't even stay awake for the car ride from church to my friends house, she couldn't either. Lately its just been caused by my very messed up sleep schedual (example: me blogging right now at almost 1 in the morning) I really need to get on a better sleeping pattern you know go to bed earlier get up earlier. That was one of my new years resolutions and for a while I was actaully doing kind of good. I get up at almost 11 am. I think I'll do better when spring starts because I love being outside on nice mornings. I actually spend a good deal of time outside almost everyday as long as its above freezing and not raining, not because I have to but because I love being outside and I'm not going to let the cold stop me. I love nature and observing it like looking at trees and trying to notice something I didn't notice before like I don't know the pattern on the bark maybe and how it goes. I just enjoy observing things. I read this book once that talked about inner peace and being happy and it talked about enjoying little things like looking at a tree and how good a job its doing of being a tree. It sounded alot better how the book worded it but anyway. I really can't wait for spring, I'm building this collection of skirts and dresses. I still wear them even though its winter I just think they'll look better against green grass and forest rather than snow and mud. I can't wait to go on walks in the forest trails and take pictures again. I like my new photostudio set but I feel like there is no better background then nature. But yeah I really do need to sleep better. I really don't like sleeping, I always feel like its a waste of time but I guess we have to sleep to live so.....
Today was actually really nice outside, it wasn't to cold so I spent most of my day outside. Then I went in and got ready to go to my granny's. I think I'm finally getting curling my hair with a flat iron down:

I've also been experimenting with lipsticks and lip gloss. Anyone that knows me knows I never wear lip gloss or lipstick but I wear alot of chapstick. I've never really understood lipgloss because I don't really understand why people want shiny lips, it just seems weird to me plus I always think it feels uncomfterable and sticky. Maybe thats just me. I understand lipstick alot more though I still think its sort of uncomfterable so I blot it alot after I apply it. I have this pinkish red color so I wore it today. I actually have alot of lipsticks for someone who never wears lipstick.
Today I asked my granny how old Ozwald is (the big silver owl necklace) and she said it was her's when she was in her twentys meaning its over sixty years old. This amazes me when I look at it. I imagine how much history its been through (even though it probably spent a good deal of its years in her jewelry box) its was here before the internet.
Here are some pictures I took yesterday with my new camera, I don't really like my new camera yet but I think that has more to do with the fact its just going to take alot of getting used to and figuring out than that its actually a bad camera. I also found out it takes a diffrent kind if memory card than I own so I need to buy a new one soon.
Here is the song my title is from btw:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1An2pjS4mKE




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